Often I find myself alone, I feel I no longer want that, but that may be my destiny. Solidarity was once my virtue, now it’s showing me that we were made to live with others and that transition is proving contradictory. 

To find someone that beats at the same rate, I imagine would be exhilarating. spiritual. inspiring. fundamental in giving life that spark.

how do you destroy those guards that’s been firmly hammered to the ground for over 20 years? why do they not tell you this at the beginning to not hammer so hard? At what point does this resilience birth…

can you meet me halfway.